Everytime I think of where I may end up, I feel anxious as to what fate has in store for me, what God has in store for me. I trust God's plan for me because I know He knows what's best for me. Parents know what's best for their children and since I am a child of God, He knows me well enough to know what's the very best for me, even better than my earthly parents do. Sometimes, praying for something like this and actually releasing your faith can be pretty tough. You always have that thought at the back of your mind that says nothing good will come out of what you have been doing, it's just a waste of time. You doubt that God can't make it come true. But I want to prove to myself, to others and to Satan himself that whatever door God opens for me no one can ever close it. Patience really is a virtue. If you don't know the value of time, you won't be able to taste victory in all its sweetness. When God answers your prayer it becomes a testimony for all to see and hear. It would prove that the God I serve is a God that is alive and that He is the only one who can make our lives whole. Can you feel it? Can you feel that hollow part of your being? I believe that Jesus is supposed to be in that hollow part of your being. Nothing in this world can ever take His place in us. For in Him we are made whole. For in Him we are able to enter Heaven because of His sacrifice for us, filthy sinners. Dying on a cross for criminals is the ultimate sacrifice. And for that, we should be thankful.
Truth be told, I am kinda scared. Who wouldn't be? We are human. It's human nature. But I place my trust on God so I don't have to worry. I just know that everything's going to be ok. Everything's going to be all right.
Whoever you are, whatever you're experiencing right now, whatever it is you are praying so hard for, don't worry we're not alone in this. I'm going to get through this. You're going to get through this. We're going to get through this.
