"We're Going to Get Through This"

Yes, the summer's finally here! Summer equals vacation. Unfortunately, before I can manage to live my summer vacation to the fullest, I have to finish up some business in school. I'll be shifting to BS Physical Therapy in UST or, God-willing, transfer to Ateneo under the BS Health Sciences program. Both are great programs to be in, the question being: Which of the two universities will I end up in at the end of summer. I am quite ecstatic about the results of both of my applications. Results are in for transfer applicants to Ateneo at the first week of May. With UST, I pretty much have no idea because I just started the shifting procedure.

Everytime I think of where I may end up, I feel anxious as to what fate has in store for me, what God has in store for me. I trust God's plan for me because I know He knows what's best for me. Parents know what's best for their children and since I am a child of God, He knows me well enough to know what's the very best for me, even better than my earthly parents do. Sometimes, praying for something like this and actually releasing your faith can be pretty tough. You always have that thought at the back of your mind that says nothing good will come out of what you have been doing, it's just a waste of time. You doubt that God can't make it come true. But I want to prove to myself, to others and to Satan himself that whatever door God opens for me no one can ever close it. Patience really is a virtue. If you don't know the value of time, you won't be able to taste victory in all its sweetness. When God answers your prayer it becomes a testimony for all to see and hear. It would prove that the God I serve is a God that is alive and that He is the only one who can make our lives whole. Can you feel it? Can you feel that hollow part of your being? I believe that Jesus is supposed to be in that hollow part of your being. Nothing in this world can ever take His place in us. For in Him we are made whole. For in Him we are able to enter Heaven because of His sacrifice for us, filthy sinners. Dying on a cross for criminals is the ultimate sacrifice. And for that, we should be thankful.

Truth be told, I am kinda scared. Who wouldn't be? We are human. It's human nature. But I place my trust on God so I don't have to worry. I just know that everything's going to be ok. Everything's going to be all right.

Whoever you are, whatever you're experiencing right now, whatever it is you are praying so hard for, don't worry we're not alone in this. I'm going to get through this. You're going to get through this. We're going to get through this.

The Semester's About To Be Finished

I do apologize for the rather long hiatus. It was a very long year and it was very time-consuming one, indeed, especially with school in the way.

Anyway, the semester's about to be finished and that's great news right? In my head, sometimes I say yes, sometimes no. Its like what Sigmund Freud stated in his Psychoanalytic Theory was right, personality having three parts: the ID, Ego, and the Superego. And I feel that they are rampaging in my head. Its like the Third World War has been raging for years, but that's just in my head.

Do you know that feeling when you really want to exert effort to do something you should be doing but you always, I mean always, have to do it in the last minute. You may have guessed right and yes, that is what we call procrastination. I've never really liked the meaning of the word, much less use it in sentence, and even more to describe myself. So I resent myself because I procrastinate most of the time. Can you believe someone as "mature" and "intellectual" as I am would be succumbing to this "disease"? You might be wondering, why am I making such a big deal out of this. What would I accomplish with saying all of these things about procrastination? Well, the answer's simple: I think I could have done better this semester. And now I only have one exam left to officially end our university's second semester and welcome the bright sunny days of summer, comes that dreaded time of waiting. Waiting to know whether you pass or not. It's just one of those awful feelings I wish I didn't have to go through.

It's the dream. The dream of becoming this amazing cardiovascular-thoracic surgeon that would suddenly change the face of medicine. Sounds impossible? Damn right it is. But I'm not giving up. I'm not letting something like procrastination get the better of me. Yup, I'm gonna fight. Fight to the end. Until I achieve that dream.

I AM OFFICIALLY BACK!

Good evening!

             Yes, it is official. I am back from my long absence! And as promised, I will keep updating throughout the Summer. :DDDD

                  Here in the Philippines it is the start of the Summer. But the weather's acting up a bit so its a wee bit rainy here. Good thing I didn't have any plans today, otherwise I'd be stranded somewhere in Sta. Rosa (by the way, this is where I live). Other than that, I am so psyched this is summer. I don't know if its my parents' arrival from abroad or the fact that I can finally relax after a long time is the reason. HAHA! ;)))

             I find it hilarious that I am a senior of my school and yet I ain't sure where I'll be studying! Ridiculous! *Sigh!* I'm letting my parents do all the decisions. After  all, I like both choices of schools: the University of Sto. Tomas and De La Salle University - Dasmariñas. I'll do good in either of them so I'll be fine, don't worry. To the Thomasians and La Sallians out there, you might be seeing me in the near future! Oh, and by the way, I'll be taking Medicine (a good old 10 year academic program here in the Philippines). Good luck to me! :)

                             I am also at the 18th chapter of Mockingjay (which I'm sure you've heard about. I mean, its a New York Times bestselling novel by Suzanne Collins. And I can tell, it has an amazing plot just like its prequels (The Hunger Games & Catching Fire). I recommend the trilogy to the bookworms out there. 

                                       That should be about it. Until next time! ^_^

                                                                                                                                     the one and only,

                                                                                                       lucas_king19

For A Long Time

Hey there!

                I know its been aeons since I've last posted. Let's face it, I'm a graduating student & so pressured with stuff like where am I supposed to study next year. So I'll promise you this, during summer vacation, I'll update you guys as much as I can so you can catch up. Until then, Au revoir!

                                                                                                                        the one and only,
                                                                                                                           lucas_king19

Tiring Months

Fellow bloggers and readers alike,

      As you can see, I have not been able to update due to some unavoidable circumstances. Being pressured at school and in my university entrance exams is no joke. Yeah, being a student sort of sucks but, this is for my good right? Being up all night is a bummer. You wanna sleep soundly when suddenly you remember that you missed an assignment given to you by your Chemistry teacher or a project that's been over due for quite some time. All of these examples can really be a pain in the ass but all of these are really important, especially for us senior students who are running for honors and for those who plan to study in a really good university. It'd be great if I can get  good grades without any effort. But no can do, studying is the key for high marks in school. 

      Enough with the school stuff. Let's get down to business. A week after my trimestral exams, I received a call from my Dad. He told me that I would be going back to **dd*h to renew my family v**a. It was late that night when he called, the reason why I could not exclaim out loud because of a sudden surprise. The next day, I could not get over it. The fact that I'll be needing to go back to **dd*h in FOUR days made my eyes look like this: O___O . And because of that I have a self-proclaimed almost two-week vacation. But, that doesn't stop me from studying for my MISSED lessons in school. Bummer right? So, here I am typing on my Dad's iMac in **dd*h, hoping to eat at a good restaurant tonight. Why am I changing the subject? Oh well, I gotta go. I do hope to update you people tomorrow. Look at what I'm talking about, something yummy, juicy, & sumptuous at the same time! :D

Just like this burger from Fuddruckers. Just take a glimpse of this burger! It is so jaw-dropping!

         

                                                                                                                                the one and only,
                                                                                                                                   lucas_king19

Sleepiness...

Good evening!

                     So I stayed a bit late last night. Now I learned the consequences of having to stay up late at night and going to school in the morning. I was having a hard time getting up this morning. It was only by sheer will power that I was able to get up and take a bath. That was a close call. If it wasn't for my will power I would have fallen asleep again and end up waking late for school. Even then, I was a bit challenged with almost everything since this morning. It was hard staying awake during class, especially during Physics class. I even thought that my teacher was purposely lulling me to sleep! I was even scratching my own face just to stay awake. But then, I accidentally scratched two of my pimples and was awfully painful. It even bled a little. Disgusting isn't it? I didn't know what possessed me in doing such a thing. Anyway, I'm going to have an early shuteye to regain strength for tomorrow, even though tomorrow's a holiday (Yahoo!). Take this experience as a lesson for you, don't you imitate what I just did. Later guys and good night everyone! Enjoy this music video I found interesting. He sounds almost like Bieber, only better (I think?).
  

                                                                                                                       
                                                                                                                          the one and only,
                                                                                                                             lucas_king19

Doing pretty much lately

Good evening readers,

                          Been a long time since I've posted. It's because I've been doing a lot of things at school so I was kinda busy with a lot of stuff. Anyway, going to the good part, the reason why I've not been updating is 'cause we were practicing so much for our school's annual Drama Festival, resulting to what I can call "fatigue" in my case. Well, having to be in charge for the curtains ain't just an easy job y'know. The good news is, our efforts didn't go to waste. We were able to compete on equal footing with the other year levels in the competition. And the result? We won first place! Isn't that cool? Yeah, it felt kinda cool. So, of course, I felt really happy and I jumped like crazy when we were announced winners of the said event.

                         Though its been a long time since I've updated you guys, it is unfortunate that I cannot update you with anything interesting that has happened for the past few days. Its just that I've been too tired in trying to blog about everything that's been happening to me. But, I'll do my best in blogging about recent events, so stay tuned! Until next time guys! Enjoy this music video I've been listening to. >_^

 P.S. Guys, I already have a Twitter account so feel free to follow me for more updates on Twitter. Thanks! :D

                                                                                                                        the one and only,
                                                                                                                            lucas_king19